London calling.
Pre-Show Preparations and Reflections
- The event being discussed is a live show in front of a large audience of over 3,000 people, which brings a lot of pressure to perform perfectly (9s).
- The event is taking place in the UK, the speaker's home country, and they have just arrived a couple of days prior to acclimate (42s).
- The show is sold out, with over 3,000 people attending, which is a surprising and overwhelming fact for the speaker (44s).
- The speaker's family, including their mom and dad, as well as ex-business partners and podcasters, will be attending the show (1m0s).
- The speaker is trying to take things one day at a time and not get too overwhelmed by the pressure and expectations (1m8s).
- The speaker mentions that portion sizes in the UK are significantly smaller than in America, and they find this amusing (1m17s).
- The speaker is trying to find a gym to work out in, but is having trouble finding one that allows drop-in visitors (2m6s).
- The speaker eventually finds a gym, but is offered a 3-month or 36-month membership, which they decline (2m42s).
- The speaker is a fan of energy drinks, specifically C4, and is not ashamed to consume them before working out (3m25s).
- The speaker's workout routine on the day of a show typically consists of a single session focusing on delts, shoulders, and triceps (3m37s).
- The speaker has a reputation for being able to eat a large amount of food, particularly at breakfast buffets, and has been known to consume multiple full English breakfasts in one sitting (4m3s).
- The speaker's breakfast routine typically consists of multiple rounds of savory and sweet foods, including eggs, sausage, baked beans, yogurt, cereal, and fruit (4m49s).
- A person is describing their experience at a hotel buffet in London, where they encountered a Norwegian business lady eating a simple breakfast, while the American guy had multiple plates of food (5m17s).
- The person then visits a gym called Pure J, which has a unique entrance and is operated entirely by codes, with no front desk, and relies on CCTV for monitoring and assistance in case of emergencies (6m12s).
- At the gym, the person observes someone lifting an excessive amount of weight, approximately 180 pounds, and finds it impressive (7m14s).
- The person also talks about their plan to have another full English breakfast, which they consider a promise or a guarantee, similar to a politician's campaign promise (9m5s).
- Later, the person visits a fancy breakfast place called The Ivy, which is a strong British brand, but also quite exclusionary and colonial (9m36s).
- The person meets a fan who has been listening to them every day and has coincidentally met them on the streets of London twice in a row (10m10s).
- The person is preparing for a show and is feeling a bit nervous, but plans to just go with the flow and see how it goes, despite it being the biggest audience they've ever played (11m1s).
- The person is unsure how to prepare for the show, whether to relax or stay energized, and plans to go back to their hotel room to run some lines and see what happens (11m29s).
The Live Show Experience
- The evening's event is about to begin, with a large crowd of around 3,000 people in attendance, which is more than ever seen before, except for a Halloween event in Newcastle's big market (12m38s).
- The job of marshalling people towards different things, such as one-pound EAB bombs and philosophy quotes, is the same, but this event is different because it's live and in front of a large group of people, which adds pressure to perform perfectly (13m1s).
- The experience of performing live is surreal, but trying to make it feel more real and present in the moment (14m9s).
- The sound and atmosphere of the event are described as cool, unreal, and absurd, with a sense of excitement and energy (14m27s).
- The event is a culmination of years of work, with the numbers on the screen going up, but it's the real people in attendance that make it feel real and meaningful (15m27s).
- The consistency of doing the same job for nearly seven years is what makes it feel like the same thing, but it's the camaraderie and shared experience with others that makes it special (15m55s).
- The idea of touring like a band, with a team of people who share the same experiences and challenges, is appealing, and it's the shared suffering that binds people together (16m37s).
- The realization that just because something can be done alone, doesn't mean it should be, and the value of having a team and people to share the experience with (16m53s).
- The luxury of being able to bring a team along, including a videographer, and the benefits of having people to hang out with and share the experience (17m2s).
- The annual letter from year 6 posed the question of whether it's possible to be world-class and have fun at the same time, but now the focus is on having fun while being world-class, as that aspect seems to be progressing on its own (17m35s).
- The current event is a significant moment, with at least 10-15 minutes of new material that has never been performed in front of an audience before, and there's a risk of falling flat, so sympathy laughs are appreciated (19m12s).
- The performer is excited to finally have a platform to do British-themed material, having previously done America-themed content in America and Australia-themed content in Australia (19m8s).
Personal Reflections and Life Balance
- The performer's son, Chris, is going through a journey of self-discovery, and as his parent, he will always be their son, regardless of his path in life (20m8s).
- Finding a balance between work and personal life is crucial, as having no life outside of work means having too much time to work, and the past couple of years have been focused on putting in effort and being successful, but at a personal cost (20m34s).
- The goal now is to balance fun with performance, taking inspiration from Chris Bumstead's episode, which emphasized that it's not just about winning, but about the experience of having won and enjoying the process (21m2s).
- The performer has realized that fearing failure can actually lead to success, but wants to break this pattern and focus on enjoying the experience, as seen in the current event, which is a dry run for future performances (21m45s).
- A new material is being tested at the biggest show ever done, and despite potential risks, it's expected to go well, as the idea is to find more time for life and enjoyment (21m54s).
- The goal is to have fun and not get caught up in the Puritan work ethic of whipping oneself into submission and believing that success must come with pain (22m42s).
- There's a distinction between hard work and suffering, and it's essential to acknowledge and feel emotions, rather than dampening them down to avoid nerves (23m0s).
- The concept of the Overton window of acceptable speech is applied to emotions, suggesting that people are only allowed to express certain emotions and that dampening down negative emotions can also crush positive ones (23m14s).
- The price of having fun might be feeling terrified, but it's a price worth paying to be present and grounded (23m35s).
- Despite being the poster child for imposter syndrome, with chronic self-doubt and lack of self-belief, it's possible to still achieve success and enjoy the process (24m1s).
- The idea is that you can make it until you believe it, rather than faking it until you make it, and that's the current mindset (24m40s).
- Various methods are being used to prepare for the show, including speech coaches, pre-show concoctions, energy drinks, and healing modalities (25m24s).
- Vocal warm-ups are also part of the preparation (25m45s).
The Show and Audience Interaction
- The event host welcomes Chris Williams to the stage, and the audience applauds (27m58s).
- The host thanks the audience for their support and asks them to make some noise (28m55s).
- The host introduces a special segment, mentioning that many people have changed lives and are slowly walking down a path together (29m49s).
- The event features a musical performance, and the audience applauds throughout (30m20s).
- The host reflects on the success of the event, stating that having 3,000 people in attendance is a significant difference from having 3,000 views on a video (31m43s).
- The host expresses gratitude to the audience, saying that their support is starting to hit him hard and that they are making a difference (31m53s).
- A fan approaches the host, thanking him for entertaining his long drives to work and complimenting his outfit (32m31s).
- Another fan thanks the host for changing his life, saying that his podcast saved his life and encouraged him to seek therapy (32m51s).
- A fan from Bulgaria, Sophia, thanks the host for his content, which helped her cope with depression and improve her life (33m16s).
- A fan credits the host's podcast with inspiring him to start doing salsa, and another fan thanks the host for the positive impact his podcast has had on her life since 2020 (33m34s).
- A person is being thanked for being a supportive friend over the last two years, and a quote from a stage chat, "just do the thing," was posted on a story and led to meeting a girlfriend (33m52s).
- The person being thanked has reached 3 million subscribers, six years after starting in a basement, and has sold out a 3,000-person show, with many original supporters in attendance (34m16s).
Post-Show Reflections and Future Outlook
- Despite being the fastest-growing and most revenue-generating year publicly, it has been a tough year privately, with efforts to distance and protect oneself from feelings (35m10s).
- However, the current moment feels alive, and there is a reflection on not wanting to have regrets about things left undone in life (35m24s).
- A personal mantra is shared, focusing on not fearing the end of life because one has truly lived, taken chances, and been a person to be proud of (35m58s).